I just, in a moment of morbid curiosity and procrastination/burnout from the Wittgenstein presentation that has taken me approx. 50 hours to prepare (and I will STILL NOT KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, but do you know what, analytic philosophers? I don’t care what you think about me anymore! I just want it to be over!), perused the February entries on this shameful blog from 2007, 2006, 2005 and 2004 and I have to say that this blog was a hell of a lot better, more interesting and ofter-updated back when I was an abjectly miserable TV-watching slave (I have complained about this a lot in recent years, and the fact that most of my entries consist of this very complaining instead of interesting things is JUST WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, it’s recursive complaining, except I don’t know what recursive functions are because WHY WOULD I KNOW THAT? But I digress). So obviously despite my minor accomplishments in the academic sector (which exactly nobody will ever notice, not that I am vain) I really owe it to Dr Internet to drop out, return to NY, grovel for my TV-watching job back and return to my former glory. Or take the damn blog down forever so that the shame may end–but sadly it is the only record I have of the last 5 years of my strange little life, so I can’t do that either…meh. Perhaps I will become more interesting again when and if but hopefully when I move out of the OC. OR when I stop watching "The Girls Next Door" on purpose.